It is bloody frustrating to face ambiguities. I have always been a love-hate/yes-no person, especially with regards to relationships. Well.. I am most of the time. So after standing in the grey area for so long, I no longer know what to do/act/say. I want a definite answer so I will know what to do. Tell me where exactly do I stand? Yet, I am so weak and dare not ask for I am afraid of the answer. I hate to be torn apart. A million whys but I do not have a single answer to any of it. I am begining to detest this coward me.

It has been an interesting Valentines' Day. Thank you dear ll and joonie for the toy. =) Its so retarded and I simply love it. Also a million thanks for helping me to deliver flowers =). Sigh without ll what will happen to me?!?!?! I am becoming so reliant on you in hall. All the morning calls, the help I render from you, the nuaing/slacking/gossip sessions will not be possible without you. Well this is a little mushy but oh well I love you babe and am glad to have met you as you made hall life much more enriching for me =) Thanks for running arnd with me for the 2 days waking up early in the morning to purchase flowers with me and keeping me company till I completed wrapping my flowers. Hence this valentines' day I shall dedicate my love to you =) MUACKS babe!!! Haha I am being nice to you so quit calling me fat for 2 hours!!!



Thanks babe!!!

It was a nice conclusion for V day I guess. Hopefully especially so for some who have been brave enough and made their hearts known!!! =) Wee hopefully things blossom from there. Since CNY is here, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE. Get lots and lots of ang baos and share them with me! The day has been tiring, running from one house to the other but oh well it was great fun =) Next time lets plant ourselves at somewhere to nua k!!! Wee oh and dear ms ang, a thousand apologies for not being able to meet on sat. I forgot bout my local expedition =( We gotta meet up real soon k. I have yet to celebrate your birthday!!!!! Don't worry I will definitely make up for it. Miss you dear!!! See ya soon =)

8:32 AM

Its depressing to know that days which was once highly regarded and celebrated has turned into just one of those ordinary days. Maybe its just me. Perhaps those days were never that important to begin with. Oh well.. nvm. I finally did my hair so hooray =) I won't have messy hair for the next few months at least. Shopping is therapeutic but I think I gotta make it a once a year thing due to the amount I'm spending =x. Hmm but I gotta thank my dearest mummy for sponsoring some of it =) Double happiness. Valentines Day is approaching and I'm still taking in orders for posies. Interested? Just contact me!!! However those reading this probably will not order any of it. Its ok my babes =) Maybe I might just pop by and give you a rose to cheer up your day. Look forward to me alrights =) Sigh... I wonder what sentiments will arise on that day... Till the next time smiles =)

9:17 PM